I felt bad that I distanced everyone around me.
My husband had surgery.
He gets in a mood when I am on the phone and he is home, when I type away for hours on the computer. I just needed to be available.After being married this long I have learned how to hurt him. Being married is a give and take and I am glad that we both give and take to make it work......
It felt good to let the world just keep on doing its thing without me. ;)
as we add things to our life we can still find emptyness lurking in the corners. All the noise,
just crowd out that still small voice that my heart and soul long to hear.
That is one of the biggest things I learned through our adoption journey. To just be still and quiet and know that people would have to understand that I had to be still and quiet. The only way I could function and get out of bed each day was just turn my face and heart towards heaven and let him pour his spirit into all the empty places.......