Control Freak!

So youd think after everything Id be well past this.......

But Im not.

I am still a walking talkng mess.

I keep asking for forgiveness.

Doubt.

Lack of faith.

That would be me.

So, how come?

Dont you think after everything?

After all weve been through together ........

That I would be over it.

Past this issue.

The adoption plans are still not going as I had planned and I am just rattled by it all.

Hearing aids and truck batteries (yes as in two).

Thats a start.

I just wish Satan didnt feel the need to attack our finances every chance he got.

And I did hear back from our missionary friends and we can stay with them for 2 weeks.

I am so grateful.

That means I only have to figure out where we are going to stay the rest of the time- 4 to 6 weeks.

And the airline tickets havent come down so Im short there too.......

I just dont have any answers or ways to fix it.

I will keep teaching and get the mural painted and pray that God knew all along and He isnt surprised by it all! ( we all know thats the real truth of the matter dont we.....)

Say some extra prayers for this gal.....

I need to look through my coupons and see if I have an extra one for a new bottle of Clairol.......

"Im gonna wash that gray right outta my hair!"

I remain

Under His wings,

Anna